I thought it was kindness
   But it was cruel
I paid respect to their dignity
   But they applied to cheat
I thought honesty is  to live
   But it was just to use not to survive
I abused my ability in front of people
   But it just to show not to apply
I believe the truth madly
   But it became to lie
I hate blacking out
  But it was good for not to see the truth
I love the stars
  But it was danger for the world
I pissed off in short of money
  But it was a chance to rest…

22 Nov 2010